Is this damned month ever going to end? We're barely half-way into it and I already can't wait for it to be over.

It's the new year. Days are supposed to fly by, not lag. I hate lag. Especially when I'm waiting for something that I'm practically going to die without. I should say someone, not something.

July is taking it's sweet-ass time getting here. I swear to god I'm going to explode if something doesn't change to make it feel like time's going faster. School's going well so far, so that helps the day go by fairly quickly...but when I'm at home, it seems to drag on forever...especially after those precious three or four hours...

And then stupid things like tonight happen, and I just get dragged further down this stupid hole.

I had taekwondo tonight, spent the whole class working on my form...and then a whole 'nother hour after class working on it -more-. It seemed the more times I did it, the harder and more frustrating it became. My instructors kept telling me to relax and just let the moves flow..but it's really hard to do that when you're not 100% sure what the next technique is. You guys have no idea how glad I will be to be done with this stupid form!

It's so dumb, because today was a totally normal day. Nothing overly good happened, nothing horribly bad happened, and school's going really smoothly right now. It was totally neutral. But then I go to taekwondo, and the whole day just goes downhill. No wonder I was dreading going so much beforehand.

At least there's something to look forward to tomorrow. No, not Valentine's Day. EMO DAY.

Yeah, that's right. My friends and I are boycotting this stupid holiday.

I'm sick and tired of all these couples flaunting their togetherness to the rest of us that are either single (and hating every second of it), or in a relationship but unable to be with our significant other. Plus it's become all stupid and corporate. "Ooh, I've neglected my loved one, I need to go out and buy all sorts of ridiculous things (that will be gone in three days anyway) to fix my lack". Hate to break it to you, but chocolate gets eaten, and flowers DIE. WORDS are the best way to fix things...not material goods.

ANYWAY, enough of that.



HAPPY EMO DAY, everyone.




(And yes, I am technically a hypocrite, because if my boyfriend were here, I would be celebrating V-Day..but not with -things-, with him)